Pondering the irony of today in contrast to yesterday. Had a busy day yesterday both with the boys and sunday school meetings and dentist. At the end of the day I was tired but felt like I had lifted my eyes above the laundry pile and engaged my brain and contributed in adult conversation. Today I am in bed with a virus that has wiped me out. Simply being is not easy and the battle to just be and not do feels as if it is such hard work that it is not helping the required rest.